How time flies....

Felt like I didn't enjoy much of my childhood.
Miss My Primary and Secondary school friends.

Everything happened so super fast.

I am not ready.
I am not ready to start my working life.
I am not ready to be a teacher.
I am not ready to be a head teacher.
In fact I am not ready for everything......
The responsibility, accountability, stability... You name it... It is very difficult to cope with all these....

But I guess this is what they called an adult life. Wake Up and realize! You are no longer four years old sweet little kid who always depends on others. This is no longer 1989 where you were still in Kindergarten. This is 2009 for goodness sake, you are twenty four years old now. It is time to be mature and be responsible for what you do and for who you are.

Its funny when I'm always listening and giving advices to others while here I am, having doubts on my own credibility. Sad isn't it..... The truth hurts the most..... I am not looking down on myself, but this is the actual fact where I, Nur Hafizah Binte Hashim still depend on others no matter how hard I try to be independent. I am not able to make a decision on my own. How pathetic, even though I am a leader. I am a very lousy leader, please don't ever take me as a role model.

I am tired of being a goody two shoes, calm and collected, positive thinker. I know that some people take advantage of me coz I am always the nice one who always give ways to others. Please! Stop the fakeness! Make me want to puke! Stop pretending to be nice infront of me, and being a bitch behind me. I feel like ripping this people apart. Astaghfirullahalazim.... But me being me, I would just walk away and smile. I don't even bother to fight and talk back. Made me realized how pathetic I really am.


Sound cruel? Straight forward? Im just stating what's on my mind.

Good nite everyone!

Flu bugs are in the air....

Dearie's down with flu... Pity him...

My migrane's getting worsen even after a full day rest at home.
My meds are not helping either.. No effect at all.Pshhh..

Might be going to the doc again tomorrow and most probably will be taking MC. Haiz... Its getting worse..

Help...... Tolong...... Taskete.......

My head is spinning and feels like splitting into two. Oh Gosh!

Alright!!!
Im going to update for today k..


To that someone.. Better leave comments aite *winks2*


2day marks the 1st day of Term 2. Everything went as per normal. Have yet to print out the scrapbook for the PG. Daymn...



Anyway, Dearie and myself watched Street Fighter: Legend of Chun Li just now. It was....... You know action movie.. Im a really big fan of Chun Li and Street Fighter so I really enjoyed the movie, but would like to comment on the sumting.


'Dear editor, kindly look into having English Subtitles when they are talking in other languages as I'm not Bilingual You know, I catch no ball during that part'


Yours Truly,
PheeSaa



Well anyway, we went to Swensen right after the movie for some dessert. Yum.. Yum.
Enjoy the pictures. I'm tired, off to sleep now. No time to edit the pics.

His

Mine

Oh well. Nites. Nites

Hate it when someone thinks lowly of himself.

Hate it when people like to compare status or qualification.

I dont care whether u r university graduate, Diploma holder, or even low education.

What matter most are your heart and also your personality.

So if you're with me, take note that i loath to listen to that.